distance between us.

Distance is a funny thing.
It's more than just distance - it's being distant.
Two entirely separate concepts. I could be eons away, and not feel like someone is distant at all.
It's hard to explain when someone is being distant - it's a lack of interest, a lack of caring, a lack of trying.
But more than anything, it's that feeling in your gut that tells you - they're not thinking of you anymore.

and it's strange - the more distant someone becomes towards you, the more distance you put between you. Or maybe that's just my mind, preparing for what seems to be the inevitable.

I'm so finely attuned to the switch from being present and being distant. For some reason my heart and soul know when all of a sudden their hearts aren't in it. And who knows where it came from - but all I know is, I've never been wrong before.

I'd like the be proven wrong.